The Reading Today
• Source Material: Mere Christianity
My Reflection
I found myself really struggling with some of the ideas in today's passage. Reading Lewis isn't always comfortable, and today was definitely one of those days where I had to pause and wrestle with what was on the page.
Lewis writes a line here that worried me deeply:
"...saddled, by no choice of your own, with some loathsome sexual perversion..."
As a gay man, reading that line hit hard. It’s a stark reminder of the era Lewis was writing in, and seeing oneself framed in that way naturally triggers a sense of defence and hurt.
However, looking past that painful 1940s phrasing, I tried to extract what Lewis was actually attempting to argue about human judgment. What I took from it was the idea that if you come from a background of privilege or natural composure, being "nice" isn't necessarily a massive moral victory—it's just your baseline. Conversely, if your background is of a more deprived, traumatized, or dysfunctional nature, God looks far more favourably on the quiet, hard-fought victories you make, even if the world judges you harshly.
Despite my reservations, I really loved his metaphor of being given a "new machine" in the end—because, to quote Lewis:
"...for you have already learned your driving in a hard school."

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